I am a woman now,but I was always an adult.
do not pretend that you love me because im your daughter, but if you love me for the person I am than pleasse tell me..
do not act that you like me if you don't know what that means..
do not fallow me in my shadow of life..I am free now..
do not pretend I will never be a good wife and a good mother just because you din't like to take that part of your life..
do not say to me that im not independent enough because afther all im still alive...
I forgive you in everything what happend when you should take care of me...but that doesn't mean it din't and still does not hurt me...
one day when you where leaning on my shoulders when you needed me I gave you everything I had to help you..you told me you never been a good mother how can you say that when you fall into your old place afther everything that happended...
You love your son more than me, I know and that will always be..
You trust your son more than me, you don't like your own mother for the same reasons what you are doing now to me..
Your mother also liked one son more,... and you hated that so much well pleasse look at yourself you are doing the same.. why do you want me to feel the same way like you did pleasse tell me mother because i don't know it anymore..
but I will never hate you for the things you do and did because I grow up my own I know people make mistakes so Ia can't blame you..
And you dad what's wrong with you, you pretend that you want the best for me I always was your little girl well guess what you can't try to keep me safe anymore you don't like that..I know but that's a feeling I will just ignore..
because I also needed you somedays.. and you .. yes you just wanted to be with that other lady..
And you always told me im to fat but when I had anorexsia you din't told me I was to thin and to sick...
but that doesn't matter I still here im still alive..
I love you both but it is not eassy....