An unnamed emptiness wanders through my soul.
I can feel it, pulling me down into desperation.
Why am I missing mankind's foundation?
I got everything, yet I am not whole.
In my hand are all the high cards, but no hearts.
Oh Cupid, why do you always miss me with your darts?
I'm loveless for almost 20 years,
I don't want to drown in my own tears.
Everywhere I go, romance is in the air.
Couples are walking, talking, foolin' around.
Get me out this neverending nightmare.
Now my emotions never go off the ground.
The boa of tragedy is constricting me,
so I can't go near priceless beauty.
The air is leaving my body, every time my heart beats.
Is living in solitude my final destiny?
No, life can't go this way!
I want to see pink and red, not black and grey.
I can go beyond my abilities,
as long as my future queen will be pleased.