The Darkness gets around me,
I can no longer see.
What's there inside me?
Probably my biggetst enemy.
I wonder what that should be.
Is this my life-key?
Will I ever forget tha cemetery?
I've been raised. Can I be who I wanna be?
I know, I know I life in fear.
Stand'n from hate.
I have 2 work with it, right now and here.
Still trust on my faith.
But still I got money 2 make,
likeurz 2 shake.
Honeyz 2 hit,
live with my shit.
Got 2 survive.
This cold ice thug life.
Livin' my deathrow,
all tha time sorrow.
Livin' in fear,
yo does tha Lord care.
Better hope so.
But it ain't change see all tha kidz going low.
Yo, they play'n outlaw, thug or outcast.
Probably they wanna die. Who be tha last 2 blast?
I can write lyrics all the time,
rhyme after rhyme.
Make them try 2 understand.
street life ain't fun, but I can't.
Ey yo, look at tha past, yo it's all behind me.
I ain't see tha light, will someone ever find me?
Darkness put it's handz on me, gotta fight.
Is there any chance 4 me, gotta meet tha daylight.
All ya kidz why are ya doing that shit?
I didn't had a childhood, ya gotta enjoy ya childhood kid.
Lil' homies they just past by, wanted 2 be a thug they just fuck'n die.
Better get shy, or ya gonna cry.Ey yo I ain't lie.
In my dreamz I hear motherfuckers scream'n.
Can't sleep, yo people treat me like a demon.
Yo I'm just a human just like you.
But when I do shit wrong, I do shit wrong. Believe I do.
Ey that's just tha way, every day, I live with my back against tha wall.
Nothing more then a stressed, hopeless outlaw.
So ya wanna be just like me, fall on ya knees before ya bleed.
Yo I saw ya hangin' around on tha street.
So what's tha meanin' of all this.
Wanna be just like me kid, there's a lot ya gonna miss.
Ya mom, ya dad, ya whole family.
If ya wanna lose that, yo ya're ya own enemy.
Darkness is gett'n close.
I'm gett'n paraniod, blast'n my foez.
Darkness getz me right into my heart. It's inside.
Yeah I know it's gonna be hard. Yo, 4-ever Darkside