I'm drunk now, yo fuck there's nobody here.
I'm stoned now, give no fuck 'bout my fear.
Fear 2 be all alone,
fear 2 going on.
Just rolle a joint, smoke it up, fuck.
Drink'n hard likeur,
is this tha proof I'm a real thug?
No it's just tha fool in me.
Just looking at social workerz I ain't wanna be.
Who conquert my heart, better don't cuz I'm an enemie.
Please Lord. Why me, why me, why me?
Please Father don't let me suffer any longer.
gett'n paraniod, smoke'n weed so I know it ain't long.
Come take my body God, cuz there ain't nothing worse than my hopeless life.
Lost 2 many homies, why should I survive.
PAIN! It's all 'bout tha pain.
Just let it stop, it makez me insane.
It makez me paraniod sleep'n with a glock beside my bed.
Likeur and weed ain't help. What helpez me, from being mad?
Just found my mama, 15 yearz didn't see.
Just 4 being there 4 her, makez she love me.
How is this possible, I ain't nothing worth.
Can talk with her 'bout this cold ice world.
I thought darkside was tha only love 4 me.
But now it's different, biggest love is she.
Shit probably ya'll don't understand this letter.
But I hope ya'll understand I want my life better.
mama thnx 4 all the love ya gave me