Always defending, the things I do
Always defending, the ones I love
Always defending, the choices I make
Never being myself
Afraid that they don't like me
Afraid to lose my friends
Questioning if they are my friends
Wondering what I'll be
Without them
I don't want to stick with her
I don't like her
But I'm afraid
of hate, pain, anger
The things HE did to me
I scare the most
I'm to afraid to let go
Let go of this feelings
Let go of this life