I wonder why you are gone..
I wonder how I have to go on..
I wonder how lonely steps will be..
without you supporting me
Now I have to grow up without you..
Judge myself of what is false and what is true..
Have to do so many things..just on my own..
I feel so terribly alone..
But Mamski..I will find the spirit..
I will remember how you did it..
Whatever problem of whatever kind..you will always be there for me in my mind..!!