My eyes, full of tears
Every second turning red.
Your name
spinning around in my head.
My heart is aching
like it never ached before.
And I realise
I don’t want to live no more.
I know without you
life makes no sense to me.
I always thought
That you and me were meant to be.
I just can’t forget about you ;
How hard I even try.
You’ll always be my perfect guy.
So sweet,
but bitter.
So real,
but fake.
You’re the best thing that ever happened to me;
And at the same time …
my worst mistake.
You can bite me,
chew me
and then spit me out.
You can pull me,
push me
and smack my head hard to the ground.
You can crush me,
do everything you would like to do.
And not even then
I would think about stop loving you…
I know you think I’m a child,
and a silly one too.
But I can’t help myself
Feeling this all for you.
From the first day I saw you ;
And you told me your name.
I knew loving you
would slowly drive me insane.
Why didn’t you tell me
Everything would turn out to be this hard?
Why haven’t you told me
One day you’d break my heart?
Maybe at that point I could’ve been prepared.
And avoided all the given times we shared.
Now all that’s left are the memories..
But they’re slowly fading away ..
Just like you ;
they can’t seem to stay.