You may think my cries are in vain,
thas 'cause you never saw my pain,
You locked me up in your protection,
not like you did with your yongest son,
So While im stuck between your 3 meters high wall,
im trying not to fall,
its hard and i cant do i my own,
i cant win from the unknown,
i cant win from the lonelyness,
why did you made me so defensless?
Why dont you die?
so i dont have to lie,
your death would make the world better,
and i wouldnt matter,
no, Now its to late to see,
how much you've been hurting me,
let me remind you this aint a dream,
my feelings for you are what they seem,
like i would love to see you drowning in a ice-cold lake
No mommy this isnt fake,
its all real,
or is it just the way i feel...?