MY PRISON BREAK
Blood flows of the walls
Claws made out of shadow open up
Ready to rip my flesh
To tear me apart
Broken pieces of me fall on the ground
Dark spears rise and pin me on my bed
My flesh cries blood
My eyes filled with doubt
Give in to death or break out and be reunited with life
A sinful past a doubtful future a deadly present
A dark past an unknown future a dead present
A dead past a dead future a dead present
Welcome to my personal prison break
Escape from your inner demons
And meet outer angels
Let life finally inside me awake
I already escaped a situation where my freedom was a memory
Where my happiness was a past, I cut those ties and I was gone but not free
Memories remained, doubts awakened
Not sure what to feel angel-like compassion or furious anger
I escaped an endless situation but I still had to go back to the endangered area
Fear took me, paranoia became of me
I want to finally break the chains that bind me to the past
Don’t want to look over my shoulder anymore
Don’t want to think anymore about what could happen when I leave my sanctuary
I need to leave these thoughts in the past where they belong
Have to bring the light back to this area
This area I still need to be and still have to live
But now hopefully without the nightmares from the past behind my back
A grey past a hopeful future a troubled present
Welcome to my personal prison break
Escape from your inner demons
And meet outer angels
Let life finally inside me awake
And I have to leave this room that became my sanctuary
Every second these four walls enclose me further
I need to break out of this place I have put myself in
I need to break the bars from the window
Bend the bars
Feel the sunlight
Escape
Discover new horizons
Meet new people
Open my heart
Leave the past behind
And be finally
Free
An accepted past a hopeful future a happy present