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there are so many things
going on in my mind
things I will never be able to understand
and why you are so blind
you supposed to be a “mother”
you were supposed to take care
now you ask me to be social
but thanks to you I don’t dare
My life seems so impossible
Cause I don’t understand why I’m still here
And when I think about suicide
I feel no fear
I wish I could live my dreams
So I could do whatever I want
And there is no one to stop me
Or who would say "no don’t"
“on my own” would make things so much easier
For me to say goodbye
So I wouldn’t have to take distance
And I could peaceful die …
!!..*for once I wanna be selfish..
..LET ME GO FIRST*.. >>