I long to the touch,
The touch of sharpness,
On my skin,
See how it slides trough my skin,
Leaving a trail,
Slowly it begins to flow,
As tears fill my eyes,
Rose red on white skin,
A smile on my face,
And then its gone...
This are the feelings i used to feel.
But know, those feelings are gone.
Just like everything is feel.
I’ve become numb.
I smile, but i don’t laugh.
I am sad, but i don’t cry.
I am happy,
But i know thats just a lie...
That i keep telling myself.
Again and again.
Maybe i’ll believe it....
Someday.