Do you believe this doesn’t hurt me?
Do you think I wanted to get rid of you so badly?
Do you ask yourself if I ever loved you at all?
Can’t you see that this hurts me?
Don’t you know that I adore being with you?
Can’t you feel that I love you so deeply,
even now we’re not we anymore?
I am dying, slowly, without you
I am hating myself for what I have done
But that’s it isn’t it?
I hate myself, that’s why I did this to me
So I would feel bad again
I want to give up
I want to give up so badly
But I can’t
Pain
Is all what’s left
And I still can’t give up
Just give…