It begins with my mind
And then I get the thoughts.
My thoughts control the way I act..
And that is influent my mind again..
Just like a circle I can’t break
It’s like something take it over
My life running away
Just like something takes it over
And take it out of my control
Just like I never was who I used to be
Sometimes I can fight it
And sometimes I will win
But most of the time I’m losing
It’s like I lost another..
Just another piece of my inner me..
If I wanted I can be out of control
My mind isn’t from me
Something else controlling me
But then my inner me is fighting
Never thought is was still here
All the time I thought my inner me was gone
Never had the courage to fight against some ones will
Now I’m standing up again
Raising out of ass and will I finally get..
All this time I thought that my inner me was death..