Giving up on the only thing I love
Because…
Why actually?
I was afraid of hurting you
I was in doubt once more
And I thought I had to let you go before I would harm you
But why would I harm you?
Would I harm you?
I am messed up
I am missing you so much right now
It is tearing me apart
And though I want it so bad,
I can’t make you come back
I let you go
So it’s over now
There won’t be anyone like you
You were…
There aren’t any words to describe how I feel about you
I care so deeply for you
And I wouldn’t be able to live with myself if I’d hurt you
So I need to let you go
Cause I am messed up
You deserve better than me
Broken, I return to pain
A place I’ve seen too many times
But something keeps drawing me there
Insanity