they keep me down,
little by little, they try
to keep me down.
Why?

i hate it here,
i just want to see you once,
but i know,
there's almost no chance.

oh they try to make me happy,
but inside i'm dying,
and than you have to say:
"just keep trying"

i don't keep trying anymore,
it's to hard, the pain,
but i wait and wait,
always and always the same.

i want to leave this all,you know,
i really really do.
i hate this fucking shit,
just to see you.

but no, they think:
"she must forget this little friend right now!"
but no, i won't, never, NEVER!
cause i really don't know how.

i hate this fucking shit,
just to see you,
but remember and keep remember,
i still keep loving you.