I hate to fall in love
I am laying in my bed
I can’t fall to sleep
the thing that just happened keeps me awake
I fell
Damn, I hate it to tell
I am so stupid that this evening
I fell in love
I liked you from the start
it felt like we connected
it felt good to talk with you
i could be who I am
without being afraid I didn’t fit in
this night I saw you for the first time
and what can I tell
for you I just fell
my heart escaped my chest
I’m not dead
finally alive I am
because I love you
but I hate me
I just hate to feel this way
I fell in the depths of hell
I love you that is what to you I wanna tell
but it’s just plain stupid cause you and I together
is a movie that will never play
I feel so good
I can’t sleep
Can’t eat
I think about you
dream about you
I’m just going insane
I cant wait to hear about you
see you
the way you make me feel
is like a sword divides my heart
in two parts
one filled with heaven ly light
and the other filled hellfire
I just simply hate to be in love with you
I hate the way I feel
lonely
cold
alone
concerned
I hate to feel my heart beat for you
my imagination that only knows you
my dreams over a beatiful girl that is you
my eyes that are always searching for you
I hate to love a girl that already has her prince
when I come close to you
I feel like I can’t die
but when I lay myself down I can feel the acid burn my skin
my love for you is my sin
the only sin on my sinners mind
I want this sin to be mine
It’s the only thing I have
and for that I kill myself with all my hate
it’s like a knive that I made myself
and cut my heart out of my breast and put it in a chest
bury it in the ground that is where my love for you resides
and my hate only for me
lives inside of me
I hate to be in love
It’s always the same road I take
always a dead-end
I always just stay a friend
I hate this
I love this
I hate it to say that I hate to love you
I hate this feeling not even close
I love you
I loved you from the start
while this knive stabs me in the heart
and tears me apart