I still remember
The first time we met
You were so strong
And I was like, dead
I admired you so much
You were perfect, so thin
So beautifull, so populair
So perfect..
And then there was me
I was a one big mistake
Fat, ugly, sad, failure
Deserving: Only hate!
We were like day and night,
Black and white, dark and light
You didn’t care about the differences
You even offered, to be my guide
You promised me the most amazing things
A pefect body, a perfect soul
You’d protect me, under your wings
All I had to do was to listen
Follow your orders
And I, desperate as I was
Listened, and did whatever you ordered
So, you ordered me to stop eating
To starve, and feel hunger
Though thousands were screaming:
‘Dont!!!!’ I did...
You told me hunger was good
It was a sign of strenght
I thought: ‘I know better than that!’
But ‘ I believe you’ was what I really ment
When we first met
You probably thought:
‘Hey, see that geek?
She ain’t no strong, just very weak!’
‘Let’s get here, lets suck her in!
‘cause once captured, never released!’
You brainwashed me, changed me
Changed just every little piece
And you were right
I was weak
You got me, I’m all yours!
But now I’m strong
Though you captured me
One day, I’ll be free!
I’ll fight
I’ll fight, every day, and every night
I’ll figt, but you will also make me cry
I’ll fight! And won’t give up untill you die!
But who am I kiddin’?
I know I’ll never win
When I’m getting close
You’ll let me drown in sin.
When I first met you
You made a devils pact
You got my body, you got my soul
I only got pain, I got left wrecked.