Oh girl
you've hurt me so bad
I gave up so many for you
My whole life belongs to you
Every little piece of it
I gave up my lifestyle just for you
And what do you do
The hardest thing I gave up for you
'Cause you didn't agree with that
You just did it yourself girl
I wonder what you were thinking at that moment
I wonder
Did it ever passed your mind
That I was having a hard time
But I did not admit to my desire
I didn't gave up
Just for you
Because you asked me
To quiet doing that
My love for you is so big
But girl I wonder
Did it ever crossed your mind
That I was there so far away from you
Desiring for that thing you were doing
And I didn't do it
Just for you girl
Just for you
I asked you the reason
And you can't tell me one
Girl it hurts
It hurts so much
To know I gave up so many things for you
For just nothing
So many months I didn't touch it
I asked you what you were thinking the moments you did it
And you said you felt guilt after
But girl than I wonder why did you do it another time
And another
And another
I asked you what you where thinking
And you answered me
There were moments
I weren't thinking anything
Than I wonder girl
Did you even missed me
I know you said you did
Than I wonder girl
Did you even ever loved me
I know you said you did
Than I wonder girl
How am I suppose to live with someone who does something like that to me...
you put a knife in my back
Girl I can't let you go
Even when my heart is so weak
Even when there's nothing left of me
Even when I can't stop thinking
Of what you did to me
Girl
My love is to big for you
How am I suppose to live with you
How am I suppose to live without you