I've lost him...
my one person I held on to
the only person I could rely on...
Who was there for me unconditionally...
to help
and support me... whenever I needed it/him
I'm empty...
I can't even cry
it's just like a big black hole...
I wanna talk to him...
tell him I miss him
and that I still need him in my life...
But...
will he listen ?
maybe he will...
But...
if he listens, would he care ?
I don't know...
So afraid...
so insecure
still so in love...