it was rumored on a day
that the decision had gone away
it wouldn’t have survived
if I hadn’t made certain it would revive
so I woke on one blissfull morning
to find myself free from yearning
the foul beast had broken free
the wild craving that was in me
and so came and went came again
disquised as a friend
the wish that would set me loose
I found agony I found pain
sure I went on but not in vain