I’m trying.
I’m trying so hard you know.
But sometimes it isn’t enough.
Sometimes trying is just to much to try.
I can be so happy, everything is just perfect,
But why do I feel so sad ,why do I always have to cry.
Please can someone tell me, because I can’t take it any more longer.
Everyone thinks I’m happy, everyone thinks everything is all right .
But I can’t tell them it isn’t all right, because I don’t know myself what’s going on.
People would kill to live my life , but I just can’t be happy like this.
And I hate myself for that, I hate myself because I’m not happy enough,
I hate myself for not being satisfied whit this life.
And that hate is killing me inside.