I’m empty.
I feel down and lonely.
Everything I feel is unimportant.
Everything seems to be so useless.
Is this what life is going to be?
A feeling like I failed in life.
Like everything was a mistake.
When it’s like this I don’t want it.
I don’t want to life in darkness and pain.
I want a life like it used to be.
A happy life where problems could be solved.
Where I could laugh.
Where I could make fun.
All this is history.
It’s something I lost long ago.
I can’t laugh anymore.
Maybe this is my destiny.
Living like hermit.