Who am I?
Trying to figure that out
Have to understand what I’m doing
Should know what that’s about
Just a girl
Who is wearing a mask
Everyday, to hide her feelings
It’s becoming a difficult task
Scared
To go home everyday
Fear him, his mood, and I just pretend
That I don’t notice, and that I’m okay
I’m messed up
Inside my head, going insane
If you remove this mask
There’s nothing that will remain
The real me, I don’t know
Scared of her, a stranger to me
Look into the mirror, a girl stares back
Who is that girl I see?
She looks happy, with a smile on her face
That’s just a fake one, it isn’t real
But no one will notice, she hides it well
What's inside, what she really feels
That girl, staring back
That’s who my parents love, expect me to be
And they will never realize
That this girl isn’t me
Because I rarely lose control
Of the person I’m trying to hide, I’ll get mad
Really mad, hysterically screaming
Then for a moment they see, but they’ll forget
I’d then blame it on my mood
Said I had a bad day, and don’t feel well
They believe it, and accept
That what is really wrong, I’d never tell
But still that question
Who am I, and how do I find out?
First have to take a step back, and accept the help
and with this mask, I’ll try to live without