In my daydreams, I'd swear swear I saw blood
everywhere
its hurting me so bad I have to have to overcome myself
I have to die
bleed
suffer so bad that the pain comes from my eyes
and the bleeding too and the bleeding too
so a tear of blood
goes goes down my face
the essence of hurting myself
is that I keep, keep on dreaming
about moving blood from the room to another room
my mother keeps keeps telling me
that is all a lie from my mind
do I do I have to trust her in what she says
or do I just keep dreaming and pretending and hurting and crying??