Stop it please
Can’t you see
You’re not only hurting you
You’re also hurting me

This whole week long
You didn’t sleep well
So I can see in your mood
By your attitude I can tell

I’m so tired
Of not being able to tell you
What I really feel about your behaviour
You don’t have a clue

You only think about yourself
That’s the only thing you’re talking about
Complaining about everything that went wrong
In your life, and then you start to shout

No one can do stuff right
You want to controlling everything
Can’t you see it’s not right
Don’t you see the pain you bring?

I want you to feel good
Be happy for a time, you’ve been angry long enough
But not at these costs
I’m not that tough

I can’t deal with you
Actually I never could, and never will
That’s why I am where I am right now
Because you’re making me ill

I don’t blame you for being depressed
I want to help, you know that too
But I do blame you for not accepting help
And just continue with what you do

Everyday I have to watch and be careful
In which mood are you today
It takes so much energy
You can’t imagine, you can’t say

And I’m so mad at you for doing this
To me, and everyone else in my life
And I know you’re a big part of the reason
Why I release my feelings with this knife

When you feel bad, and I want to help
I try, but it doesn’t work out
I can’t do it right, no matter how I try
The only thing you do is shout

You don’t see that at that point
Inside I start to scream
I want to tell you stop this now
But I can’t blow of this steam

At least not at you
You have to deal with your things now
I won’t make you mad even more
Or make you feel guilty somehow

Never will I tell you this, I wouldn’t dare to
Because I know you don’t see
You wouldn’t expect this, you see me smiling
You’ll never know how much this is hurting me

I’m sorry I can’t help you
I’ll keep trying, although it’s hurting me inside
It’s making me bleed, and making me mad
But somehow, I want you to be alright