Today I was so tired
I fell asleep in the middle of the day
I was so cold, and drowsy
So down on my bed I lay

My curtains were open
I looked up at the sky
Watching all the beautiful clouds
High up in the air fly by

Sometimes a bird
Would whistle in one of the trees
Then I’d close my eyes
And imagined a garden of flowers with hundreds of bee’s

I felt such peace
As I laid there in the sun
It was like there was no hate
Like a whole new life had begun

I wish that were the truth
But I woke up, I was back once again
I heard my father shout
I closed my eyes, and counted to ten

Got up too fast
I wouldn’t let him see me like this
I just heard him yell once more at me
Why I let him..I don’t know, it just is

As he left finally
I couldn’t take it anymore, I cried
Once more, I wished I was gone
That I would go to sleep and just died

Maybe one day this will happen
If I continue to go on like this
At least I know there is one person
Who I will never miss

But I tried to fell asleep
Once again on my bed
And the sun started to shine
I closed my eyes, and all I saw was red

Red light, inside my eyes
Love the feeling, so comforting
Curled up like a little baby
Forgetting everything

Laid there for quite some time
Until I woke up, feeling warm inside
For a short time I was able to forget
All the things I was trying to hide

Didn’t want to get up
I would have lain there for years
Forgetting about everything I am
All I do, and all my fears