I am not a kind of person with every word for every feeling…
I am not that kind of person that will write kisses and hugs at the end of a message.
I’m not that kind of person that will hug or cuddle with a friend when we meet.
I don’t show my feelings about somebody.
But that doesn’t means, I don’t have them.
My hart is already broken by a lot of things.
And people don’t understand that I am trying to be careful.
I take a distance, so I wont be to close ,so I wont hurt somebody and somebody wont hurt me anymore.
Once last year a guy came close to me, I started to love him and then he just broke my hart like it was nothing.
So now I am scared that it will happened again.
I am scared I get to close and I am scared to get to far away.
Of course I am always laughing and making jokes but I also can be bloody serious.
I do got a mind that thinks and I do care about people.
I just don’t show it, but is that always necessary to say it with words?
I say it with the little things around it.
When I just help somebody to make him or her feeling better.
When I want to protect somebody against others.
So if you are asking yourself…
Am I that somebody that she cares about?
Think hard, think really hard…
And then you know it.
Because…
I am that kind of person that will be there when you need me.
I am that kind of person that will always stands in the back and keep an eye on you.
I am that kind of person that will fight for you whatever it takes.
And I am that kind of person that will say I love you…
Only when I mean it and feel it.
SAM
Dit heb ik geschreven voor een goede vriend van mij.