dear darling
dear people is this world
I've been a fool for way too long
but, I know with you I can be strong
dear voices in my head
don't torture me, kill me instead
I tried to be nice
'cause you gave me the advice
but I can't do this anymore
what am I doing this for
my friends are invisible
or else I am
can you save me
can you see
I can not longer be
screamings while silence
being dead alive
say hello to my friend
mister knife
I'm abandoned by all
that's why I fall
release me from this lonelyness
I tried to forget with a meaningless kiss
i feel desire
I'm on fire
flames burn my heart
never knew this feeling could be hard
guilty in my mind
peace is what i will not find
you opened my eyes
i try to resist the lies
today was like a smile of god
but at the same time it felt like fraud
plz forgive me my thoughts
i made many faults
my desire for you is cruel
i act like a blady fool
i just can not help this need
my desire is for you to feed
and if you don't
I promise I won't
I'll leave you be
and kill a part of me