Looking out the window
Wondering what you're doing at this moment
Are you sitting there
Happy with the family your living with
Do you ever think of us
'Cause even when I avoid you
I still think of you
Trying to somehow remembering the good moments we had
Even when the bad beat them
I'm so confused
'Cause you're the man I always hated and I still do
But somehow
I miss you
The moments when I saw I hurted you
'Cause I didn't want to talk with you
I could see the pain treu your eyes
But I am to stubborn
To forgive you
The moments you were buying stuff for me
I still don't understand how you couldn't see
That I wasn't that little girl anymore
That you could suborn
We always pretented for the world outside
We were that happy family
Where everyone wanted to live in
But I was living in the opposit of that
It was a treu nightmare
And you just couldn't see
What you were doing to me
You just couldn't see
That you were destroing
Our relationship
I don't see you anymore as my dad
But as a person
That will always do wrong in my eyes