I feel like I'm drowning in an endless ocean of despair.
The cold dark water is slowly filling my lungs and taking me down.
I'm fighting for my breath, but it's getting harder.
People are throwing lifebelts out, but the only one who can save me from this chaos they call reality is myself.
I have to let myself go of you.
Set myself free.
I want to hate you so much,
But I cant.
Wish my eyes were full of despise just by the sight of you.
But the only thing my eyes gets when I see you, is close to tears.
Somehow you got me magnetized.
The presence of you makes me paralyzed, and you dont seem to care.
This is much more than I can bear.
Sometimes acts says more than words.
Just never imagined how much this could hurt.
Hurt so damn much.