Forgotten, not forgiven
I Disgust myself
Hate the heart that’s bleeding, in me
Long to kill the soul inside this cold body
Will leave no trace
Only a smile upon my face
No one will now it
No one will see it
No regrets salvation takes me
I still can’t go on like this
Need to be honest with myself
So I can stop hurting you
Feeling alone and so abandoned
By myself
I’ve lost myself in this struggle
Now she’ll never forgive me
Now she’ll never forgive me
Now she’ll never forgive me
Need to breathe
I need to breathe
Need to bleed
To see if I’m still alive
Can you hear me ?
Can you see me bleeding ?
Forgotten alone
With no one left
Can you feel me?
Can you see me giving up ?
Now she’ll never forgive me!
Now she’ll never forgive me!
Now she’ll never forgive me!
I Disgust myself
Telling lies about me, to feel ashamed
How long will it take, to push a knife in
from my chest down to my heart
can you see the blood, dripping down my body
I know you wont forgive me,
I know you will forget me.