Perfect suicide
Make the scars bleed again
Let the enemy guide
Getting hurt;
The perfect suicide
Like everything slips away from you
It's getting hard not to close your eyes
But eventually you close them,
together with your heart
To never feel again
How could pain get you this far?
How could you fail yourself like this?
I know this isn't how you want it to be,
But face it, this is just the way it is
As the angels weep for you
Heaven cries out your name
Hope is forever lost
Tell me who’s to blame
You’re just too broken to feel
You told too many lies to be real
Cried too much to scream
You lived too long to dream
Too lost for reality
Too freaked out for insanity
Too forgotten for memories
Heart breaking so easily
Looking for lost pieces
But you're heart's too broken to heal
Heaven must have turned against you
To make your nightmares so real
Trying to break free
From reality again, hurting me
Trying to let go of you
The only thing you want me to
So we always followed the same road
Lost it all, together
Now I’ve got to let your hand go
Though you promised it would be forever
So it all was a lie?
When you said forever
You actually said goodbye
And made me realize
It was never really worth the try
Should I keep on hoping?
Or will the angels never cry for me
If you heard I was breaking down again
Then would you come back to me?
Or would you be hoping I’ll never ask where you have been
meanwhile making real what used to be unseen
wondering what you’ve become
wondering what’s lost and what’s really gone
Would you give up your happiness,
Just to hold my hand?
Would you give up being not alone,
For something you don’t even understand?
Would you leave, wherever you might be
To make me as happy as I pretend?
Or wouldn’t you even care for me,
And just forget about me in the end?
22-09-2005..(W)