today i realized my feelings about some special things will never
change...
i dont think i will ever give myzelf a chance
just to like some one more then a friend...
and people only seem to dissapoint me all the time..
always making the same mistakes, never have some patience to really get 2
know me....
i wish some one could be patient with me and not push me around to
fast....
i wish some one just loved me like i am and excepted my problems and
things..
but how can i find some one if i keep pushing people away?
how can i love when i dont even know how it feels to be loved?
and when i dont even wanna know it anymore at all?