It shouldn't take much time
To tear it all apart
I don't need no reasons
If it's from the heart

If I choose to smash it down
And turn away again
Unfinished, incomplete
Afraid to lose it all
When things are feeling good

And I feel the lies between these lines
What I hide but want to say
The weakness of my thoughts
I let me fade away

It is a choice
I don't want to make
But it's the easiest way
To lame to take a risk
I take the risk
Of losing all I am

What more remains
But a beginning
A crossroad pressing me
Me blaming it for making me
Reduce myself in size

I choose to live by lies
The blame grows all on me
I go my way
Remaining unhappy
Though I feel pain
I do not pity
Cause I am being stupid
And tears won't change
A fucking thing at all

Won't change a thing at all

And maybe
Somehow
And maybe that is just exactly what I want