End of my naivity.
she sneaks into my heart
its easy, she knows me so well
knows every gesture she has to make
and i stupidly assume
that evrything is ok
so i let her in more
then i ever did before
i even tell her that she
comes on a spot so special
that only long ago
somebody possesed
i did not for a moment realised
that this was only for one night
and only on a screen.
i thought that she got rid
of all the obstacles between
she said that she would do it
by herself, and now i know
i misunderstood her totally.
she even wrights a poem
where the way seems free
how can you picture that
and torment me.
while you know you aint free.
while you know that there is no
next step to go
you gave me the impression
that it would be so
how can you write these words
about being in my arms
how can you write about
that you want to slide with me.
when you only meant a fantasy.
how can you break your heart
in such a way.
thank you for the hours
that i have been dreaming off
the hours that felt so good
believing i had found somebody
that really really understood
the next time i will know
that every word however soft
does not mean a thing
as long as it is on this screen
at last the end of my naivity.