I
feel the pain inside my heart
then you know it's not good
when i turn out my body
i feel pain and anger
erverything is bad
there is no one who can helps me
im all alone
i can't understand myself
i can't understand others
im fighting whit my imagination
everytime, everywhere, always
whe one you see it's not the real me
im always care a mask on my face
for myself and others
on one can helps me
that's why im scared for myself
i want to be a normal person
but i can't
cause iam not normal
that's why i really hate myself
i want help but there is not help for me
cause no one knows
who where and what iam.