Eye’s 31.01.2005
Look in to my eyes and tell me what you see...
Do you see happiness...?
Or do you see loneliness...?
Do you see shiny eyes...
Or do you see ... surprise...!
You dind’t expect to see this...
This is not what you wich...
You think this is insaine...
A girl...with pain...!
Look into my heart....and tell me what do you feel....
Do you feel evil?
Am I in contact with de devil?
Do you feel my loneliness???
Do you feel my emptyness???
You don’t feel it?
You don’t want to....
You don’t want this shit...
This is nothing for you....
Look into my head...and tell me what do I think....
Do I think right?
Am I in the middle of a fight?
Do I think wrong???
What??? doesn’t it make me strong???
You don’t know how I think about things....
You don’t know how I spend my evenings...
You don’t know if I think wrong...
You don’t even know what is going on....
Look into my soul... and tell me ... what do you see, feel, think....
Do you see that you can make me happy?
Do you really see the real me?
Do you feel that I also have love inside...
And do you feel that that part died?
Do you think...you can give it back to me....
Do you think...that you can make me see???
No you don’t .... what... no you won’t ....
You are afraid....
You are scared....
But when it’s to late...
You wished you dered...
To face it all...
With your head up high...
But now you fall....
And i wonder why...
Just open you eyes ...
And face the pain...
Face all the lies...
Even when it is insaine...
The world is hard...
‘Cause pain is live...
make a start...
and start with strive....
don’t be weak
just face it all..
start to speak...
and please don’t fall...
in this world you must face it...
you must face the pain and the shit...
you have to fight against it all...
but dont build a f*cking wall..
that keeps people with trouble away...
break that wall down and let them stay...
talk to the people and show them the light...
if you do that .. than it is all right...
but don’t be weak and close the door for them...
no... open your heart....and be there friend....
ach wat ik wil zeggen met dit gedicht is dat.... er zijn mensen die keren de rug naar je toe…zodra ze in de gaten krijgen dat je problemen aan je hoofd hebt ofzo….
Ze beginnen er dan omheen te draaien en stukje bij beetje laten ze je vallen….ze willen het niet zien..
En als je dan een keer hun hulp nodig hebt…pff…dan zijn ze er niet…dan hebben hun wat aan hun hoofd ofzo...ze denken zeg maar alleen maar aan zichzelf...en willen de pijn van anderen niet zien...!