just one big question without a clear answer
why me???
do i really deserve all this pain
can't forget it all
i don't want to feel this anymore
feeling so fucked up
every day making a plan a suicide plan
but every morning i'm still standing here
isn't that ironic
standing and looking in the mirror
hate myself can't look at myself anymore
i want to cut myself in 1000 little tiny pieces
like the blood i see it gives me a rush
the only thing that makes my life a little livable
hey i know i'm fucking crazy
but please leave me all alone
i don't need your help or your lies
i'll just believe my own lies
that one day everything will be forgotten
that i'll be happy again
yeah right
feeling a little funny today
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