May I ever find the light
out of this darkest night.
Where I pass all of my days
and tried to escape from
in so many ways.........
People talk about the light.
Say people seen it when nearly died
I never tried that way to escape before,
because I know after trying that,
there will be no turning back anymore...
I admire people who live after
and fulfill their greatest desire.
What I desired was some rest,
for I am so tired.
But I must admit:
I'm longing for death as well
and that is the deepest I ever fell.
Come to me and free me
from this world I'm captured in.