Me & my mum
I had a dream,
A dream about you & me
beauty,happiness,joy.love
I was there for you
And you were there for me
Now there’s just:
hate, pain, angriness,regret
My dream has past away
This pain I have inside,
my heart can’t take it anymore
I’m really losing control,
‘cause the time is standing still,
the time who heals all the wounds
I’m trying to believe that you’re gone
But I just can’t help myself,
Thinking we’ll meet again someday
There’s to much left to say,
To much left to ask,
To much left to regret about,
To much regret about didn’t have said or didn’t have asked
Wondering what happened in your dreams,
Wondering how many nights you’ve wasted crying
Or how many nights you couldn’t sleep ‘cause you were worried about me
I guess you’ll always be a mystery to me
I have too much regret deep inside me
The little fights, the stupid disagreements
I am sorry !
I didn’t want to hurt you,
I just never knew I did
I always will remember all the strength you gave to me
Thank you !
But where are you now,
When I need you the most
What have I done wrong,
to deserve this?
I only wanted one thing,
But I guess that was too much to ask
There are still too many things left which we could not do
The dreams you left behind,
are like little scars in my heart
I can’t pull through,
without you by my side
I am holding you close in my thoughts
You didn’t told me much that you loved me
And I know you didn’t know how.
We needed each other, but we didn’t always knew we did.
It shows me, we are much the same
I hope you’re proud to be my mum
Although we’re far apart,
You are always deep inside my heart
I guess ‘love’ takes time to heal,
When you were hurt so much
Now there is only incompleteness left
No one can see the hurt in me,
I feel so alone
I miss everything about you
I know,
That when they look at me,
There is so much that they just can’t see
It’s difficult all alone, but I know
I have someone who’s watching over me
I have a mum
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