First I thought we were in this together.
Then I discovered we were so totally not.
You didn't support me, but it didn't matter
I was independent, and cried a f*cking lot.

Tears kept flowing, time passed by,
Days came and they slowly went.
Then there was this one day I didn't cry
Because finally; I met a new (male)friend.

I didn't forget; though I've build a whole new second life,
With my old one on the background.
But suddenly I heard your voice; sharp as a knife
I'd hated, but definitely missed that sound.

And again you gave me your word, love and support,
You gave me more than you'd ever done.
But again your promise was nothing but short;
In no-time I was alone; you were gone.

Tears kept flowing, time passed by,
Days came and they slowly went.
Then there was this one day I didn't cry,
Because I realised; you're only for rent.

Life is full of bad luck, so I just went on and on,
For the third time here I made new start.
And actually; you were not totally gone,
Because after all, you're still in my heart..

(Jesse.. You're an asshole, you honestly are. You're not a friend, you're 'just' a bedbuddy. But guess what: I love you.. Eventhough you've hurt me like shit.. One I'll throw it back at ya! *Wishpers*: "I know you won't let me, but I'll try it anyway :P")