My life, my mind, my pride, my knife,
da cold nightz, da tearz inside.
Da writin', da fightin', da hidin', da strikin',
bein' cold minded, da survivin'.
Da httin', da livin', not be able 2 forgive 'em.
Revenge, get them.
Da hittin', da livin', not be able 2 forgive 'em.
I thought I'd done da worst, cuz I handled worse shit.
Guess I was wrong, simple shit's more disturbin'.
Feelingz and all that kinda shit.
Never bothered me when I was hatin' shit.
Love's now playin' me and I ain't sure if I created it.
Love's 4 me a stranger, unknown, unwelcome.
Love an' peace have 2 be one. But fuck that
cuz I'm nobodiez son. I still hold on after so long.
What 4? I don't know just made it all along.
Don't wanna bother people with my sorrow.
They talk 'bout da future, I ain't even know 4 tomorow.
Will I stay? Will I be gone?
Smokin', hope 2 faint memoriez, even if it's one.
@ many liez, people chase me.
Before I was born people hated me. You created me.
You called me namez peepz like: thug, outlaw, outsider.
You blamed me! Like da shame couldn't change me.
No arangez, da weak will fain't, but hey not me D.o.D.D.
My life, my mind, my pride, my knife,
da cold nightz, da tearz inside.
Da writin', da fightin', da hidin', da strikin',
bein' cold minded, da survivin'.
Da httin', da livin', not be able 2 forgive 'em.
Revenge, get them.
Da hittin', da livin', not be able 2 forgive 'em.
I miss my peepz from da old streetz.
Some deceased, some lost their sanity,
some stock inside a penintiary, some just stranded
and some still standin'.
Seemz everythin'I touch I'm destroyin'.
No more dreamz I'm followin'.
Life doesn't make sense anymore, my life's lost, wasted.
My feelingz unspoken, unexplainable. It makez me crazy.
Sometimez I wish I could cry, die.
No more wonderin' why, no more gettin' high.
I can't comply cuz of my pride. Fuck this life of mine.
Don't ask me why I'm still buzy 2 survive.
Last night I looked back at all da sacrificez.
It makez me feel sad.
So many thingz turned wrong, so many thingz done bad.
crazy thoughtz inside my head.
With every step I watch my back.
Every seondz on da street in state of emergency. feel me?
Ya can't pretend ya real peepz cuz only da real are real that's why foniez don't feel me!
My life, my mind, my pride, my knife,
da cold nightz, da tearz inside.
Da writin', da fightin', da hidin', da strikin',
bein' cold minded, da survivin'.
Da httin', da livin', not be able 2 forgive 'em.
Revenge, get them.
Da hittin', da livin', not be able 2 forgive 'em.
One love an' peace
Diablo DaVinci