Breaking apart
Falling into pieces again
Like I was back then
I'm falling down
Sream againt the darkness
Hit me in my face
I'll never win this race
I'll end last again
Drink the blood of my fears
Swallow the wounds of my mind
Go on, I'm staying behind
Slightly falling on the ground
Stupid me
I thought it was gone
I thought I have won
That I cure myself alone
I should have known better
Me of all people around
Answers I've never found
As braindead as I am
Take my pathetic suicidal life
Put me away from where I came
Kill me, so I'm not the one to blame
And they would forgive me for it
I don't know what I'm saying
I'm going to make an end
My mind will no longer bend
End my misery tonight
And if I can't stop my pain
I will stop my life
With a bullet or a knife
Just the fastest way
Don't you see damint
I'm crying out loud
I can't keep evil out
It's taking me over
Please help
Just... talk to me
Please understand...
And talk to me