You're not Here
Why aren't you here?
You're gone now
Why did you disappear?
To never coming back
instead to live with the dead
I'm getting older
I'll turn into an old hack
People'll say i'm mad
'Cause i live without you
by my side
My heart's getting colder
shutting down emotions
Changes into stone
that'll do
Can't live on
so alone
Since you've died
I remember you were a brother to me
Played a game for hours long
Nothing left but my thoughts
Days i've cried
When after that little game you were gone
It was my fault, i let you free
Only to turn my head around and see
Across the street you lay there
with several shots
It wasn't fair
Why not me?
Januari 2002