It has been one year now since I lost a person I loved,
and now I'm waiting for death to come again.
Inside I've been screaming for him not to come, but when I saw you lying there I hoped it would be over very soon.
I know I can live with the pain of losing you, but there is one person I'm not sure of if she can.
The both of you have been together for so long an now Death took all those years away from you.
Of course you will live on in our memories, but it will never be the same without you.
And then there is the thought of where you'll be going to now. Will we meet again some day?
Normally I would say we wouldn't, but now I want to believe we will.
If there is a god, then why did he take you away like this?
It seems so unfair, why did you have to leave in so much pain.
Didn't you suffer enough already?
There are so many things you had to go through and now you have to make this one last journey.
I wish I could tell you where it's leading to, but I can't. Nobody can.
Some day we all have to go through what you are going through right now, and I hope that when death comes to me I will have as many people caring for me as you had these last couple of days.
I hope the fact of so many people loving and caring for you made the pain a bit easier to bear
For now I'm leaving you, but I won't say goodbye, because I'm sure we will meet again some day.
I don't know where we will meet again, it might just be in dreams. But you have to know I'll be waiting for you, we all are. You're always welcome