all of this i can not take ,
i'm through with them all.
but why does it keep coming back.
when i think it is over for once and all.
unbareable feelings changed me ,
i'm not the girl i used to be .
and actually i like it to be like this =(
i've drowned already so far ,
that it is hard to go back.
slipped out of the road and ,
took a different course in my life.
some people think they are everything ,
and do anything they like to do .
just say what ever they want to say,
with no clue that they are hurting people around them.
to put on a smile hurts really much,
because i have this unbareable feeling inside.
that is ripping me apart and it keeps,
growing stronger then it already was.
***slecht gaar geschreven hmmmm wat nog meer ?***