I wanna say something
want to scream and shout at you
wanna tell you all that's in my head
But when I try so hard to
nothing comes out, there's nothing I said
I wanna make something clear to you
want to see proud in your eyes
but my mouth doesn't cooperate
and all I see is hell in your eyes
why can't I say what I wish to say
I want to
but I can't
I know I can
I just don't
I wanna know why I can't speak
why the words don't form the line
why the words don't come further than to be thought
why the words are unspeakable
why everyone looks at me like I am a monster
I wanna know what's wrong with me
why I can aonly say what I mean when I am alone
why I freak out when I ain't alone
why I can't even say the simplest word
why I want to, while I know I can't
I want to
and I can't
so I don't
and dy inside
I wanna know all the answers
want to see beyond reason
want to fall in words, drown in happiness
want to speak without hesitation
and know I can
words are the way of speaking
the way we communicate
so if you haven't got the words, like me
how can you communicate, how can you speak
how do you know where you belong