ruin me, break me,
in all the possible ways
embarrassing me in front of all
so that i couldn't show my face
make me hate myself
even much worse as I did before
give me the power to end it all
because i just don't want to live no more
i don't know why i love you
you can't even see
the way you're tearing me apart
the way you're breaking me
you think my life is better with you
i have to admit you're wrong
you bring me tears, every day
instead of making me strong
you can't keep your promises
you always forget what you said
i'll never say forever, not after you
after you've taken all i had
i've said everything about you
what i hate, what you brought
and let's be silent about how i am
let's say i'm perfect... NOT
you already know i'm broken
and that i live in fear
the feeling of you watching me
that you're always near
but deep inside my lonely soul
a little star shines on
waiting to forgive you
to go back where it all begun
to hold you in my arms again
to feel the love you gave
until that moment, that awfull moment
when you turned my into your slave
of your hate for everything
for all the things that they did wrong to you
everyday i tried to escape
try to tell myself it wasn't true
that i lived in a dream
that you were still the same
that you loved me
that you weren't playing this game
and then you took this step
in the direction of truth, and honestly
i never thought that this cruel
you would ever be
it was hard, i almost crashed
but got faith afterall
i broke you for everything
for making me so small
i pulled me back up
got a life, so much better i must say
but everyday i remember you
you just won't go away
maybe i am still your slave afterall
a piece of your magnificent plan
in your own little fucked up dreamworld
but believe me, i won't be broken again...