Smoking and blowing
Is there anything better
Being here has no use
So I’m gonna waste it
And hoping I’ll fall
with my damaged body
and everybody can cry
or crying pretend
I don’t care
It was my own decision
So get me out of here
And leave me alone
I’ll start another life
With my own damaged body
It’s mine and no one will decide
What’s going to happen with me
‘caus all you can do is stand there and waiting
for my death
and cry
or crying pretend
I feel sad the way I am
So get me out of here
And leave me alone
Please
Begging for a person
That understands me
The way I feel
I don’t know what I feel myself
I can’t wait anymore
For that person
Far away from here
So what I’m gonna do is sitting here and waiting
For my own death
With my own damaged body
And everybody can cry
Or crying pretend
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