I just want you to know how I really feel inside...
This is my life; let me make my own choices, please... And that doesn’t means that I want to lose you...
Don’t let me feel guilty,
And don’t blame me for things that jus happen,
Just like that.
If you don’t respect my choices,
You don’t respect me.
I know what you think; You know what I think,
Let’s move on?
But I know that it’s not so easy,
Cuz’ you want something from me that I won’t do...
Cuz’ the little girl is trying to grow up...
I know you think that I don’t respect you, but I do, I really do,
It was never my intention to hurt you so much,
If I say that I don’t care, then I’m lying.
I want to be honest to you to.
And now you know all that.
I just want to ask you one more favour:
Could you maybe tell me if you still want to be my friend also with my own choices?
And if you say you will be my friend please be one,
And if you say you won’t be my friend anymore, then I’ll leave you alone and you can forget about me.
I hope you understand, I hope you’re not mad... But I really need to say all this.
It’s you’re decision now...
But I really need to know cuz’ I’m breaking inside... The thought I will lose you is breaking me... I just need to know, I rather have the short pain...
Hugs And Kisses
And a little bit of hope that this all works out.